Pregnant!

Yes it's true! I am pregnant! I took 2 pregnancy tests on July 9th, 2009 after i started spotting and i waited a few days for my period to come and it didnt so i thought it was time to take a test to see if i was or not or if i was just stressed out. Well both tests were positive with a second faint line. I went to the clinic yesterday and took an offical test and yes i am pregnant approx 5 1/2 weeks. This is not the ideal situation for me at this time but, I do believe that god only gives you what you can handle and "everything happens for a reason".... The first person i told was a close friend of mine cynthia. Then i told Alex's mom the next day on friday that i took 2 tests and they both came back positive and she gave me a couple of hugs and told me that she would be here for me and i am glad because me and alex are no longer a couple. So i need the more support i can get! I told her i didnt want to tell alex for a litte bit due to his reaction from when i told him i was pregnant with Jaselle. So i am still not 100 % at how he knows but he eventually found out on friday night and he was so mad and yelled at me and i hung up on him and told him when he gets more respect for me to call back. Well the whole weekend i didnt hear from him. So monday comes and his mom tells me that Yes he is mad but, he should of been more careful if he was so worried about it and she told me not to stress on it, which i am not. Well then he called me last night twice one conversation was not so happy and then the second one was more happy and he is starting to actually get it through his head as he is going to be a daddy one more time... He shared a name with me that he really likes for a girl "Lexi" and i do like that too. So i guess all i can do is keep my head up and take one step at a time. And i will get through this and be blessed with another little baby. Oh i forgot my due date is 03/14/10....