Ok today was the first visit Jaselle had with her dad without me being there.. :(
He is suppose to see her Tuesday, Thursday and Sundays because all the other days he says that he is way too busy with other stuff. So Whatever!!! Ok so i knew today was tuesday so when his mom came to pick up Jaselle from my job this morning i told her that i wanted Jaselle to stay up there till 7:00 instead of 5:00 so her dad can spend a little bit of time with her. He is totally against coming to my place. I think its too much for him to handle and when he is here he remembers that we shared this home together.. At least in my opinion...
So basically i went to pick up Jaselle from his mom and i was so happy to see my baby. I hate having to leave her longer just for her dad to see her kwim. I dont think he really cares to see her only when it's convient for him kwim... It's pretty dam sad! But one day is all i can say he will see it all one day and he will end up suffering the hard way just like i have been...
So the next visit is thursday and I am not happy but hey i got to be doing this for the next 16years of my life...
Sunday is fathers day i wonder if he wants her to spend it with him??? I dont think i should have to offer it to him but, I feel like i have to baby him still....
It's getting a little bit better everyday i havent cried today so that makes me so happy =)
And its a good thing isnt it? (not to cry?)
All that matters is that i am here for my smart beautiful baby girl
♥ Jaselle ♥
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