Ok here it goes i work mon-fri 8:30 - 5:00, It never fails that when friday comes around Alex starts treating me like a big pile of shit. He made me cry yesterday at work so bad i had to ask to leave my job early OMG!.
He was pissed cause he wanted to borrow my jeep umm he must of bumped his dam head!
What is he thinking? I am so tired of getting used. So i said NO obviously and then i get a text message from him saying I will just use that girls Tahoe and i told him w/e go ahead!
And he just goes on and on in his text messages that he has a girlfriend that is a stripper in seattle which is about 3 hours away... I told him good for you... If all he can get is some nasty skanky stripper than more power to him.... Oh k so his mom watches the baby and she is so nice i still feel like she is my mom/m-i-l whatever you wanna call it she gets there and see's me crying my eyes out and she asks me what is wrong i tell her that Alex doesnt want to see Jaselle and he is not going to give me the support money that i do count on and i told her what he is saying about his "girlfriend" and that he is going to bring her to my house and blah blah.. His mom said she doesnt understand why Alex has changed so much and i told her i am not sure either but, I do still love him and she said she knows that we were together just a little over 4 years together... :( So his mom gives me a hug and tells me not too worry or stress over it but omg i feel sick all day everyday so i dont know if i can possibly be pregnant and not know it or if i am just stressed out to the point of no return... She told me that I am like a daughter to her and she is there for me which makes me feel good.
So i have $6.00 to my name and I have to put that in for gas OMG! I feel so stupid for relying on Alex to give me the support money.
I promised myself i was going to stay strong and not awnser the phone if he calls or the dorr if he shows up or the text messages . Because if you really look at it this is abuse that i am taking from him.
He texted me last night almost 9:00 pm and says can you send a picture of jaselle
Well i didnt cause i am not going to supply him with what he needs he knows how his daugter looks like so he can show his skanky little girlfriend...
You would think his text message would consist of asking how his daugher is doing but hell no he seems not to give a shit..
So i made it throught another night without any calls or text messages from him.
So i am off to clean the house & feed Jaselle breakfast...
I wonder what this day consists of....?
4 comments:
Jenn!!! OMG I'm so sorry!!! I can't believe that asshole made you cry. Want me to come beat his ass? I'll bring my short slugger =)
Been there done that....You have to remember guys think with their penis and not their head. Four years and it will work if its meant to be. Stop being his doormat. Dont answer the phone. Dont answer the texts. Put on a smile, focus on Jaselle, and he'll pay. And dont ever beat urself up over support. Damn right he should support his child. He dont wanna pay...make him. Go above his head. Sweetie, show him what it feels like to be treated like shit and then just maybe he'll pull his head out of his ass. Hope all works out sweetie. It will get easier. I promise that!
awe im sorry sugarpop. like i said it will get better!!! =)
OMG What a dick!!!!! Jennifer, you and Jaselle deserve SO much better than that!!! If you didn't have to rely on his support payments so much, I'd say screw him. I've been through this kind of crap with my oldest son's father, so if you ever need to talk, hit me up on IM.
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