Ok this is my first attempt at blogging so bare with me please... It will get better as i go!
It has been 45 days today since Alex moved out, You would think i would be getting over it & moving on with my life with Jaselle. But i am not i getting dragged more and more in to this crap.
We talk & tex back and forth everyday just like friends but, today i get a text from him telling me that a girl is showing up at his job saying that he is one of my 'friends' and asking him to go out this weekend blah blah... I am so hurt that he feels the need to be so honest!
He was not even that honest with me when we were in our relationship of four years and now! WTF.!. Dont get me wrong I love him with all my heart but, OMG how much can i deal with before i have a flippin breakdown!!! I just wish he loved me the way i love him & we could make this work! I have to be Super STRONG for my little girl. She is the most imporant thing to me...
I am sorry to have to vent but this is the only way i can get it off my chest...
♥ TO BE CONTINUED ♥
It has been 45 days today since Alex moved out, You would think i would be getting over it & moving on with my life with Jaselle. But i am not i getting dragged more and more in to this crap.
We talk & tex back and forth everyday just like friends but, today i get a text from him telling me that a girl is showing up at his job saying that he is one of my 'friends' and asking him to go out this weekend blah blah... I am so hurt that he feels the need to be so honest!
He was not even that honest with me when we were in our relationship of four years and now! WTF.!. Dont get me wrong I love him with all my heart but, OMG how much can i deal with before i have a flippin breakdown!!! I just wish he loved me the way i love him & we could make this work! I have to be Super STRONG for my little girl. She is the most imporant thing to me...
I am sorry to have to vent but this is the only way i can get it off my chest...
♥ TO BE CONTINUED ♥
1 comments:
Damn girl, that sucks! I really hope things work out for the best. Just always remember, that you can't make anyone love you back. I know it hurts sometimes, but you will eventually begin to get over him. I wish you the best of luck, and just enjoy Jaselle, with or without Alex.
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